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Post by harrisonashbay on May 13, 2020 22:46:06 GMT -5
So I asked to move my years in review over here actually been a few years since I've done one but I been thinking about getting back to that for now here's some past years. So yeah first ones I'll dig up are the oldest I can still find a record of might be interesting to see how things have changed.
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Post by harrisonashbay on May 14, 2020 23:15:22 GMT -5
Year 2015 found this more of an actual review of the year first what ever I guess more a for new gamer friends a general review.
Time again for my year in review which will be in I'm thinking 4 parts some material some that will like reading thing wont want to read so that will be in another part I'll write later for those that really want to read it.
Hi all just amazing how many of you stick by me haven't you heard all the mean nasty things that are said about me. People say I'm back handed, under handed, side handed, crude, rude, a lair, I'm too honest, an idiot, a know it all, too quite, I wont shut up and worse of all I might comment with out liking a status(rolls eyes). Let me ask a question anyone other than me notice the people that have the most negative things to say about others never ever seem to think they should keep there damn traps shut and make nice?
For those of you new to this after September 5th I like to write my year in review and share it with people. Also when I try to come up with a new years resolution going for this next year of my life. You may have noticed I have ways of doing things that differ from most people.
I'm still going to Olympic College and loving it. I hated a lot of school growing up I really did but college is just so perfect for me the college method is how I naturally learn. First grade all the way to the end of high school it's all fact based(but not really a lot it is even fact just accepted as fact). I learn very little from the seemingly endless at the time repeating of facts. Me I'm all like yeah I didn't get it the first ten years you told me the same thing on this subject really shouldn't be surprise at this point. Surprise is for things you didn't see coming. Some of you have been reading my stories some a lot more than others. I like to write and I failed English multiple times of course I look at it from more of a communications perspective which is natural language and how the message is understood.
My dad is coming up on his retirement from the post office and being the office shop steward he's counting down the days and knows exactly how many he has left. Management hasn't made his job as shop steward easy for his last year every day he spends at least an hour yelling at them. His goal is to make things better for the people that will still be there after he leaves. You would think with his record they be more grateful and helpful. He has over a year of sick leave built up he hasn't used. He received a gift for how he handled a case of harassment that human resources was worried about. Keep in mind a lot of those laws were written because of post office shootings. His first case ever as shop steward for the union he saved the post office from a sexual harassment lawsuit. His first case some woman called the post office and complained that her husband was checking out the woman delivering the mail. You with me so far alright she complained to the local post master that he should make her wear a bra. So my dad gets back from his union training first day as shop steward a woman comes up and asks him if they can make her wear a bra. The answer is no because it's not part of the uniform but it didn't end there the guy who was the post master of this little office at the time got an idea. He could buy bras and tell the women to wear them which would be fine since he's not telling them to pay for it with their own money. Now my dad has to explain in great detail why that's a bad idea. Whole time he's thinking this wasn't covered in my training. Think about that if someone not only got the idea but did this in any government office it would be on the news for so long. Image a U.S. senator buying underwear and telling the women that work for him to wear them. It would be impossible to not hear that news in the United States right. Of course one that was covered in his training is you can't call your boss stupid which he quickly learned would be a challenge.
The news I'm sure will still drive him nuts for a while about the post office losing money. I give you short version of why that's not true the government owes the post office more money than the post office owes. The government has decided they don't have to pay back any money to the post office.
This year has year been pretty special for me reconnected with some old friends and found some wonderful new friends. Both my older brother have kids now. The oldest has had step kids for years this year the middle brother and of course more so my sister in-law had a baby this year. I saw a cousin before he left the country. He joined the Peace Core he'll be gone 3 years we checked out some of the Fremont sights like the troll under the bridge. The statue of Lenin still confusing even after reading the history. First time I heard about the statue in Fremont I thought John Lennon which would make more sense. I can't see mortgaging a house to buy a Lenin statue. Also been a sad year in many ways driving by the firehouse today I saw the flag was at full staff and was thinking it has been a long time. Seems like all summer it has been at half staff.
I have new nicknames for people Angelina I am calling "young lady," Kaya I'm calling "Adorable Charmer," and anyone that knows Layla I call her "Cottontail." Then in my notes I found Alicia from Bullet Witch and Rubi from Wet(don't google that) huh who plays those I don't know who those nicknames would be good for.
My birthday this year fell on Labor Day weekend I spent mostly with family. First time I had guests come over and spend a night. Which was a little weird because they brought a lot of beer over. It's been 5 years now since I had any drink with alcohol by the way and it was fine no problem but still I'm thinking can't you go 3 days without a beer. Anyway one of my brothers, his wife, step daughter and step son came over.
I've had a reoccurring dream lately I come out of a haze and I see a woman dancing in a dress sometimes it's blue sometimes green. I take her by the left hand and join her on the dance floor. I see lights about us like stars. The lights seem to come down lower and dance with us through the night. I spin her around and the lights cycle her. That's been making me feel better lately which is nice because things have been rough on me lately.
My new year resolution if there's anything at all I'd like to teach it would this, "a wise person will speak with heart in their words where a fool will speak with a mouth full of words. Do not stop listening unless the other person is talking at you and unwilling to listen themselves. A fool is always ready with words locked and loaded in his mouth to show off how smart they are and tear down others. The wise may not always have the right words or smartest sounding but they always have heart in what they say." My resolution is be a man of my words listen and speak with heart in what I say.
Sincerely, Ash
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Post by harrisonashbay on May 15, 2020 20:18:30 GMT -5
The rest of 2015 year review.
My year in review second part games, Facebook and other places to find friends.
I've noticed Facebook tends to freak out when your friends list drops below about 60. They show me more of the people I might know I don't know what's with the number. I may never have a lot of friends but I know beauty of the souls of these few I got.
I cut down on groups in Facebook and really I don't know why I'm in 2 of 3 I'm in now other than the people that invited me to them. I've never been a big group person anyways because the challenges and strains on my mind I get lost easy trying to keep track of what's being said in a big group. I'm much more of a private chat person. Less stress on the brain to understand what's being said.
My gift to myself for my last birthday was Guild Wars 2. Zoey told me to pick the Crystal Dessert world server. That game is now free to play it's by far my favorite of online games I play with friends.
My second most played game is Villagers & Heroes which is fine if you have company. I had to limit my game play because of that fact and how hard it can be to get company to do anything with. Fridays server US2 I play as Harrison Ashbay or Ulysses Ashbay and Saturdays US server I might be playing as Harrison Ashbay or Ash Saiph. I play as warriors and hunters because that's what I know how to play as I've asked about another job I got a lot unhelpful people saying look it up. Well damn I wouldn't ask if I wanted to look it up.
Sometimes I still play Forsaken World, Eaststorm world server. It's the hardest for me and really not good at it I got one character name is Eaglecliff which is one most people don't know unless they're an active reader of my stories. My reason for using a name few would know is pretty simple I got a crazy alert on that game so better to be hidden some what. I like the people that I play with but I really wish they'd pick a different game.
I have a World of Warcraft account that's inactive. I'm thinking about playing again Dalaran, server. Caitlyn asked me about it.
I also have inactive accounts for Drakensang Online, Elsword Online, RIFT server Lathys (oceanic) PVE and Onverse.
I look up some games Ivana thought I might like Echo of Soul and Devillian.
Echo of Soul has gender locked jobs which seems odd for a game you can customize your characters look some what in. It has 5 combat jobs 2 are male and 3 are female. At first look seems like girls have more fun but the video only shows 2 jobs really. She tells me that EOS has three servers but each server has ten channels you can switch in between. They also let you improve your gaming speed by turning off things like other character's costumes, effects, or just making them disappear all together, but you'll still see their name. EOS is with Aeira games. I still not sure which of those 3 servers she picked if she plays the game. So not sure which to pick and not if I would like it or not.
Devillian was hard to find anything in English first off and they didn't get a good review and another not sure but then I never got into any beta test game so far.
Of course I'm still writing I got stories to tell and I will tell to any that will listen or read. I enjoy telling stories and reading them. This past year Kaya invited me to Mystic Adventures after the closing of the Mystic Mayhem website. Ragu moved some kinda story thing role play story to that site I haven't gotten around to checking it out yet. I'll check it out sometime so far I haven't no idea how long it is. In general I've had a hard time talking myself into doing much of anything for that site except copy and paste what I already have typed up. Words are can be a beautiful to share with people but they need to be used right. Words can hurt a persons spirit but they can also left them up. I remember after the Boston Marathon bombing talking to a friend that was there every night for weeks until they bring themselves to go to bed on their own. Words are an amazing and special thing if they're treated with respect. Think about how many ways there is to say I love and accept you just the way you are. In Spanish Te amo y te acepto tal y como eres. In French i aime et vous accepte comme vous êtes. In Portugese eu amo e aceitar você do jeito que você é. In Japanese Watashi wa ai to anata ga shite iru dake no hōhō o ukeiremasu. My translations of languages I don't speak might be a little off.
As for requests on any other game like always I need the server information to play on before I try it out.
Sincerely, Ash
My year in review third part. Lessons learned by me anyway doesn't mean others learned them yet.
Did you hear the news story about the guy that's been struck by meteorites 6 times? He says he believes he's being targeted by space aliens. Lesson learned perspective matters from where you are an alien invasion from outer space may seem crazy but you don't hold any records for being hit by stuff coming down to our planet form space right.
A post on ketchup will likely get more attention than one on politics. And promise not say much about with the election coming up. I will say that those people that say Obama is the worst president ever or those say George W. Bush was the worst ever are just really ignorant of history. We've had presidents here in the U.S. that committed some the worst war crimes and genocides in world history. If you're one of those type of people drop that kind of stupid attitude talk about what you put on burgers and hot dogs instead I say don't show off how much you don't know.
Someone told me one the late night talk show guys was in the hospital for like a week he nearly lost his finger. Here in Shelton a guy was stabbed 10 times escaped his attacker and drove himself to the hospital. The hospital could deal with that so they air lifted him to another hospital in a different city different county too. He was released in a day and half. Lesson learned if you don't like hospitals it's better to be poor or middle class that was stabbed 10 time rather than a rich guy with a broken finger.
Laws on zoo keeping in a lot of states are rather scary how little they really got. We all know the big zoos people go to and see the animals. Then smaller ones you might not know they're not so much of the advertisers they have a particular reason for the operation like for example animals that have been hurt or born disabled in the wild or zoo they just be a target. Then even smaller guys they literally might be the guy with cages in his back yard. As it turns out a lot of states these guys aren't regulated much. Up state New York what were either 2 black panthers or 2 black jaguars were spotted. On not so surprising note to that I heard some dogs disappeared. Lesson learned that's sure one way to get quiet out of those damn dogs that bark every single time someone walks by.
Someone asking me what's it like here in Washington state now that hemp is legal. Well not really a big change except people aren't worried about hiding it any more. I see bongs come out at the college campus. I go to a gas station closest to me guy at the counter has his bong out and he's standing next to a sign saying elect his boss city commissioner that's a little different. Hempfest the police hand out bags of chips with the new rules on them they tell everyone to have fun and they hope they don't have to make any arrests. My mom has talked about getting some hemp to replace pain killers she's taking. That's all I've noticed really. Oh there was some funny and typical people freaking out over last Halloween what if the kids get it from strangers. Whatever way things have been going the Halloween party is becoming more of the thing anyway it's just stupid though. Think about this people worry about the poison and razor so much from strangers but the past 60 years most kids that were hurt were hurt by there own family. Kids hurt by strangers on Halloween mostly been cars the driver couldn't see the kid in all black with no flashlight or glow stick.
August 21, 2017 there will be a total solar eclipse over the United States. I know Oregon, Idaho, Wyoming and Nebraska have areas which it will be visible from. Check out NASA's website for exact locations I will check it out a few times as the date gets closer myself. I heard from someone that plans on going you can't make reservations 3 or 2 years in advanced of that date. Oh well I plan on getting some where under the path of the total eclipse.
Sincerely, Ash
My year in review part 4 questions asked and answered. And wrapping it all up.
This year I finally got some stuff to deal with pain and typical of me I looked into it because someone else was complaining about the pain they were in that sounded a lot like what I been dealing with. I told her a few things that I feel help me and left out one I was sure she didn't want to try along with most people I know. I say, “find the cleanest 1/8 inch drill bit you can find,” and they say, “stop right there I don't need to hear the rest of this.” Any way I got a wrist compression strap and tennis elbow strap for my right arm. They help the tennis elbow thing doesn't help as much but better than nothing and I sure didn't get the nerve damage from tennis. Be nice to find something for cork strew shoulder now and some for my right leg. I did see the black straps for knees and ankles the store just didn't have any for my shoulder or hip. So yeah soon my whole right side might be covered in black straps. Question for now when I was 11 years old which side my body took the most damage in my fall right or left? You get use to it but so nice to get some relief from the pain.
Got a new inhaler which with all the smoke from the wildfires this summer it was nice to have. Also some worries that my headache spells were getting more frequent this might be developing into a migraine problem which sucks.
I was asked if I ever experienced anything supernatural. Yes I have but hard to explain one of the few times words fail me. It was after my very bad reaction to the medication I was given for when I had teeth pulled. I was laying in the dark I became extra sensitive to light and sound while experiencing a headache that lasted over a week. Mouth full of blood in just the worse pain I have ever been in and that's when I really felt the Holy Spirit for real in my life. This is where words really fail me I'm trying think of how to explain what I felt to the person that asked me and all I got is unearthly. Feeling not of anything else on Earth that I know of. Some may think well it was drugs I was admittedly on medication at the time. Personally I had faith and followed my faith and feelings and became Lutheran that was my path. My belief is the Lord is with us at the times that are hardest on us. My brain seemed like it switch from left brain dominant to right brain dominant thinking.
I see a lot ass-backwards garbage in a year of course I always like that line in Men in Black, “a person is smart people are dumb panicky animals and you know it.” I don't even want to get into all that though.
Do you know why there's so much war but no waw because everyone that ever sent troops into battle said we are right no one said we are wrong.
I had a few questions of my romantic interests. For to start women for anyone that wasn't sure. I wouldn't say I'm very picky person or one with unrealistic expectations. I would say I tend to attract wide rage of different types. I don't know if I have a strong type I lean towards well she has to like hearing stories and reading of course I mean really can you imagine me with a girl that doesn't like to read. That just wouldn't work I'm a story teller. As for size honestly I'd like to be able to her pick up in my arms to me and this is just me I'm speaking for I'd feel less manly if I couldn't. I don't think that's too limiting. Not worried about hurting my bad shoulder after all the hope is she's so worth it. If the gal finds me attractive well that will make me feel a lot better about her. I like someone caring of others feelings, religious herself, someone that will fall in love with the idea of falling asleep in my arms and at least has a few interests that I share.
So then comes the question what if someone wants to seduce me or just get my attention how would they go about that. Vanilla for one smell and taste a good start getting my attention. Another way just be forward bring up a conversation sit close stir up the heart while we talk lots of eye contact and a smile will go a long ways here. Make it known she has an interest. A fake slip and fall to get me to pick her up and carry her couldn't hurt. It all depends on how much of my attention she would want and how heated she wants things to get.
Now what if things between me and woman get very heated and that leads to the bedroom. Well sorry this year in review isn't getting that interesting.
Until next time who needs a whole lot of Superman when you got a little bit of Ash. Don't be scared to ask questions either I'll answer or I wont right. Song picks for starting off my new year Mat Kearney- Like Ships in The Night, David Lee Murphy- Dust on the Bottle and Sam Hunt- Leave The Night On.
Sincerely, Ash
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Post by harrisonashbay on May 15, 2020 21:15:09 GMT -5
Found a couple things of mini review for the 2016 year. Of course I know things worked out okay I got better healthier later on.
As you who is reading this likely knows I'm very opposed to giving a year in review around new years. Because I wasn't born around new years I haven't been around another year. I been around months. However I feel life has given enough to justify a mini review. A third of a year review.
This start to the next year of my life has been rough. But it's been so much harder on others I care about. I have been sick worried I might have cancer or going through some kinda of organ failure and although I still haven't figured out what made me so ill and opened up that bleeding hole in my gut but I am sure that I'll be fine. A few others I know got a more of this news from other friends family and that's been very hard and emotional time for them. I'm getting better but the other significant person in their life is getting worse. They have been in my prayers more than myself. People shouldn't worry to much about my I have always had a "Ijzeren Wil" my spirit is stronger than my body.
Your dutch lesson for today what does ijzeren wil mean?
I been watching the old Star Trek movies recently. Remember that line I have been and always shall be your friend? It's my thought that there's people out there that if in some way they meet they would have to be friends. Think about it this way we have always been friends it's just you hadn't met me before you met me. Sommige zijn gewoon om speciaal voor dat we zouden niet vrienden.
Another dutch lesson.
Last year around this time things where weighing pretty heavy on me. A very dear friend helped out of that particular dark time of my life. This year I hear from that very same dear friend they're in a dark place. Question is what would I do for someone that might have very well have saved my life and soul? What ever it takes to make them smile and feel better. Last dutch lesson tonight, liefde is behoort diep in je ziel elke hartslag in het leven behoort God een God die liefheeft met heel zijn hart.
Sincerely, Ash
In Guild Wars 2 you can put pixie wings on an asura and make a bunny pixie hybrid. Put pixie wings on a charr you have an odd looking bear cow butterfly thing. On the Crystal Dessert world server if you yell Marco someone will say Polo. Less closed mind people often tend to play seeing as two of the main characters in the games core story are lesbians don't get too excited guys she and she are not human.
I been playing more and enjoying it lots although the bear cow butterfly things are really weird to see.
Sincerely, Ash
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Post by harrisonashbay on Jun 6, 2020 23:35:51 GMT -5
2016 Year Review
First part of my year in review I think I'll start with games. Take my time with the more meaningful stuff. This is quick easy to do.
A large part of this year I was sick fighting off what turned out to be a nasty infection in my insides and I didn't feel much like playing any game other than Guild Wars 2 at the time it was hard talking myself into anything else. I logged onto Villagers and Heroes while I was sick pretty much to just let Adorable Charmer aka Kaya know I was online and get her into Guild Wars 2. I got the Heart of Thorns expansion that's been fun I like that the new high level area actually look nice they're not the dark ugly scenes found in most games high level areas. Season 3 of the living world has started interesting so far. Of course as someone that enjoys to write my own stories I like to see good story in my game. It stands as my favorite game. I like the training and build part better than most games friends have asked me to try. It's simple train for everything and no problem or challenge changing builds if I make a mistake which I always do at some point. The mastery and achievement part takes me a long time though. I been able to join some old friends on this game and made a few new friends.
My computer has had troubles running Forsaken World and World of Warcraft lately. My computer just doesn't seem to want to run either. Forsaken World I haven't been able run since an update a while ago. Something Cute&Bubbly aka Anna told me she noticed I hadn't been on since that particular update. I tried repair my link to the game a few times it never fixed it so I could play. Can't play Forsaken World by myself at all I need a lot help I messed up everything I ever tried to do alone in the game. World of Warcraft I gave up on after I was told it wasn't worth it.
I tried Elsword a couple said I'd like it. I'm not sure about it big problem is the stats thing I don't know what to pick I feel like I'll mess it up. I played some with KR he said he didn't know anything about the character I picked I never got around to looking anything up or starting with a toon he knew more about. Of course I got sick and really wasn't in the mood for the looking up stuff.
Villagers and Heroes once again stats and builds pain. In general I never cared for spending anytime in that game alone I'm at the worse level range so far I know mid 30's to mid 40's only thing that is actually fun is the Blackfurry Gorge I think it's called. Which no one wants to do ever all anyone wants to do around those levels is areas that were never fun they one the Reef, there's the Depths and then some islands which all suck. They sucked the first time and every time after and they don't suck in a good way. Some friends and friendly BS is the only way to get through with any shred of having an enjoyable time around those islands. Only reason I can really see to play is my friends that play. That is if they want to play I don't get invited to us2 server much last time I was on us2 believe it or not was without an invite. I got the idea Angelina was kinda down and needed some cheering up. Main problem with us2 is every time I get on it seems like they start chatting about Bamz makes me feel like the temporary tattoo that people get as a prize at a carnival game. You know what I mean they clearly want someone else there more than me that doesn't make me want to be there. Bamz told them she didn't like the game and was going leave it after introducing a friend to the guild and she left like she said she would.
New games I'm not sure I'll pretty much try anything if I'm sure I get play with a friend but I'm thinking new rule if it has got stats and builds that are a pain people got to pick out please figure that out before hand and let me know what to do. I'll never figure out these pain ones where it is a big freaken deal if you mess up. I don't want to collect items, pay, do any task or start over to fix it all.
Sincerely, Ash
My year in review a bit late hey guys it me you know me. Good news hey I made it I'm back in good health and very happy I can say that. I can't really promise a great year in review given my year but I'll try to end it on good note. I didn't do much past few years.
So a few days after my birthday coming up on the time I got sick last year which took up a big part that year of my life I get a surprise text from a phone number with no name says, "Hey Mark." Well this strikes me as odd who calls me Mark I'm thinking my family, people at church and people at work mostly. Not sure so I sent a text back to figure out who this is that calls me Mark instead of Ash, Harrison, Harry or Voc something more common for people to call me. I was unprepared for answer. You know a lot people got that one ex they never really want to hear from again for me it's my almost ex-fiancee we talked about getting married and how many kids we have after finishing college and getting jobs after school no official engagement. Here's surprise for you reading this I met girl we were going to different schools for some reason she got the idea we made a good match and asked me out. There's something I haven't told any of you until recently. Don't let me be misunderstood regardless of how things ended she was a nice, kind and loving person like you would expect from a woman I'd ask to marry me. Relationships end off of 1 of 2 things either one changes in some way or a lack of changing everything else you hear like cheating, drinking and so on is just a variation of those. So that was my start to this new year of my life I spent much of the next day laying around listening to music some Steve Martin and The Steep Canyon Rangers and some Nickleback. It's not so bad I'll get an story out of it anyone that has had a messy break up will get a good laugh out of.
Now last year didn't start out much better after several months I figured out made me so sick it was a nasty infection in my digestive track. That was a big part of my year I dropped classes took most of the year off. It was very rough and stressful before they were able to tell me what was going on. I kept getting the we're pretty sure it's not cancer or organ failure but we want to run more tests to be really sure. With that I learned my biggest fear is to be one of those people that dies in a hospital pumped full of drugs. As Neil Young said it's better to burn out than fade away. I wish to keep living life while I got it here. I haven't always been in the best mood or someone people wanted to chat with at times. A few got really worried about me because I hardly ever act hurt even when I'm hurting bad or scared. So to some friends this was really freaky and scary from them because I wasn't acting like myself. It's good to be healthy again especially for the reason I can was able to tell those worried about me I'm better.
General thoughts on what I saw in the world this year well let me compare it to a colonoscopy by the way just to be extra clear it's mostly politics I comparing to a colonoscopy. So for me a colonoscopy wasn't as bad as expected the stuff I had to drink before was nothing I ever want to drink again for damn sure. There's old people feel a need to tell me about how their colonoscopy was the worst experience of their life it was just horrible. What I am thinking is big problems often build up a long time and people ignore them. You know what mean? These people didn't get this procedure after noticing something wrong or go to the doctor right away. They waited until it was very wrong and abundantly clear something was going wrong. It seems world leaders, state leaders, cities, all levels really will ignore a problem until well there's too much built up to ignore. All this sick and ugly hatred that has been festering did inspire me to write a very short short story called "Spare Some Love." It was something I was feeling at the time. Upside Republican made such a big deal about birth certificates I might be kicked out of the country before it get worse here. I would love to spend a year south of equator watching stars I'm too far north to see.
At times even have been too short tempered I snapped at someone talking about the screening for blood donors. I could be very wrong but a little helpful tip to anyone that actually wants to do something think about the message you want to put out go over the pathos, logos and ethos so you don't come off as an obnoxious ass insulting the very people you want to make your point to. You guys have my apology for times I been caught in a bad mood and just made things worse. I'm sure some have just given me a free pass given what I been going through rather than tell me I should apologize.
Dreams this year a nightmare might make good story around Halloween. I had a couple variations of a old dream of dancing under the stars.
It does seem hard to make it sound like I'm doing great feeling good and very blessed with so much negative to talk about. People like you make a big difference in pushing up my mood I might write something else later relating to my year in review but think this sums it up for now.
Sincerely, Ash
I un-followed a few people that have posted what I consider a excessive amount of political stuff this year. Some of the stuff I've seen lately bothers me I know I might look at things different because I'm a person of words mainly written words. Not trying to start anything or even call anyone dumb I just want to say people use your heads and think. The lack of thought and anger behind some of the stuff I have seen lately is alarming to say the least. Think about the words you use and the meaning of them. I saw a couple of people shared post of someone else that clearly didn't put enough intelligent thought into his message in fact the message and sharing of is greatly unlikely to do anything accept make things worse.
You have a brain I am guessing if you're reading this for the love of anything you find good in life please use it. So a lots been going on in a relatively short time. One thing that has been standing out is the "black lives matter," issue. Which is not really new and it wont go away until the large masses see a shift in nation direction of the value of life.
I understand people get annoyed at protesters more so when they block roads and/or stop traffic. Which brings me around to what I started with some have shared a post of this video of a black lives matter protest stating the belief that they should be arrested for blocking traffic like and share equals you agree. Now here's the use your brain and think part coming up. What are they protesting? Would arresting them make anything even remotely better? Can value in the message and spreading it around be found for the side that actually believes it or is just a position strengthener for the protesters? Do you think the San Francisco police department looked better than the 49ers after they made that stupid foolish statement where they pretty much just proved not only that really there isn't justice for all in San Francisco but it seems the local police chief doesn't want to make that a goal?
The problem with not thinking enough about the messages you put out is that of the saying a fool talks with a mouth full of angry words where the wise man uses his mouth to speak with heart in his words.
Sincerely, Ash
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Post by harrisonashbay on Jun 11, 2020 21:15:52 GMT -5
A couple mini reviews from 2017. I'm gonna make February predictions. For Groundhog Day the groundhog gets a gag order not to tell the media a we might have longer winters due to climate change. On Superbowl Sunday the president will congratulate himself for making the game day great. The Daytona 500 the president will say American race car drivers wont be allowed to race in the Mexico City or Baja races unless they help pay for the wall. St. Valentine's Day the president signs an executive order declaring the president worlds greatest lover. Presidents Day the current president will sign an executive order that says he's the greatest president ever and all Americans should thank him.
Lets see how well I do.
Sincerely, Ash Thoughts and prayers to those affected by the terrorist attack in Charlottesville as well as the other terrorist attacks from these extremist born and living right here in the USA. I have a new found level of respect for the civil rights leaders I learned about growing up. I've seen and heard some sickening things but I can't help feeling I'll never really know what they pushed through. I see this and I just want to give up on it I rather leave this call some other nation home. Problems like these don't come up suddenly they build up over a long time people ignore problems when they're small enough to ignore. They clearly tend to get too big to ignore after a few years.
A statue is not worth the lost of a human life. When we face a time someone will never breath again never will the heart beat again until the LORD's kingdom comes. It's never okay that the reason be a statue. If that's the cost of the statue then take it down the cost is too high.
Sincerely, Ash January 26, 2020 Well no good way I know to break this news to friend I was rushed to the hospital yesterday morning. I had a massive blood clot in between my heart and lungs. Came about 90% of way to a heart attack. It was expected I be in the hospital longer I got out today before lunch my vitals looked good. I still have follow ups, meds to take and test results to wait for.
My mom has had a lot of blood clot problems so they're looking into genetic reasons they really had expectations for me to be having blood clots at my young age. Most people my age there's a reason to worry about this kind of stuff like broken bones. I seemed perfecting health aside from having a cold or flu.
So yeah 6am I all of sudden getting up I could hardly breath I nearly fell over catching myself on my table. Broke my headphones under my body weight. I was light headed, blurry eye sight, headache, tingle in my month, chest pains, feeling very hot, sweaty, numb right hand and I could barely talk because I was having such a hard time breathing.
So first thing I wanted to do after getting back was take a long shower wash off two days of sweat. So yeah that's what happened.
Sincerely, Ash
So yeah that's all I could find of old reviews for any year. I'll think about a new one soon. Looking back funny and interesting what kind of things I was talking about years ago. I was talking about problems areas that don't regulate people that keep animals like big cats long before anyone was talking about Tiger King.
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Post by harrisonashbay on Oct 18, 2022 23:07:44 GMT -5
Dear readers,
I haven't done this in a while and wasn't really how long it been due to my memory loss issue. I know haven't been feeling up it for reasons I might get into. Strongly considering filling in some of the blanks best I again memory loss. So according to my computer it's the year 2022 which explains to odd looks gets trying to remember date of birth saying I think 1869. Yeah that is a little bit of math problem I'm sure as others are I'm not that old. Going to the doctor and then physical therapist for this was a challenge in it self picture this you don't remember your name or date of birth very well and think how many times from making an appoint to actually seeing the physical therapist for the first time they ask for that information. Stuff I remember, stuff I don't and a lot of confusion. I'll work on it some try post sometime between now and February I guess.
Sincerely, Ash
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